Why did I decide to have my own blog? I find it difficult to express myself to a person, so I would have to use this medium to express my feelings. Unfortunately, negative ones? Since this is my blog, I'll do as I please ya. I used to have a blog on friendster, but unfortunately in the midst of the upgrading work, the blogs have been deleted. And ignorant old me didn't read email of notification to back up the old blogs. Sigh...
What a way to start off a blog. I should be introducing myself with flowery words, but it looks like that's so not going to happen. Had massive argument with Mr H this morning. I hinted to him to get ready faster, but he took his own sweet time. He sensed my anger and started to get upset and cursed at me. I have resentment for that. When will this last? I don't know. But it saddens me when he said "your home is your hell, NCSM is your heaven" How could he say that? Nowhere is perfect, but at least being at NCSM, I get to be together with fellow survivors who are in the same boat as I am. They are happy people now. I get positive energy from them and that's how my life should be.
